rush hour

Half the Summer I looked ahead to the lazy days of Fall when K would be back to school and I could have some time to myself.  When I could nap, luxuriate in quiet, have long lunches or read a book...

What was I thinking?  What sort of bizarre dreamland was I living in and how is it even possible that I am ten times busier now than I was weeks ago when I spent all day with a 6 year old shadow?

On those long past summer days we slept in.  We ate leisurely breakfasts.  We played.  We colored.  We frolicked and blew bubbles!  Now we get up at 6:30 in the morning, scarf down food, rush to get dressed, to make lunches and scramble out the door in an early morning mental fog.

I don't get to go straight home and relax.  No nap time.  No long lunches.  My task list is ever growing... Oh summer won't you please come back.