puppy love...

I would like to say first and foremost to Mr. Kaos if he is reading this:  I know we aren't going to get one.  Honey don't worry, you won't come home to find one.  I DO know how crazy and busy things are and that another living being is the very last thing that we need right now...  However honey, I can not promise that my love and need for something to take care of won't drive me to talking to myself (more than normal) or dismantling bathroom parts (which I may or may not have already dismantled because I am being driven crazy by them).

Moving on shall we?

I think it was about this time last year that I got it in my head that I desperately needed a puppy.  Lets just say that my darling and very practical husband did not share this same vision.

(don't tell him I said this, but about this stuff, he is often smarter than I am)

So today I did something stupid.

STUPID.

I went up to the website for the  Oregon Humane Society and looked at puppies.

Stupid I know.

I would show you the picture of the puppy I found and fell in love with but then I would be forced to look into his big soft pouty puppy eyes...  I can't do that.  I need to get a parental control program and block any sites that may have pictures of puppies...

that's right.  NO PUPPY PICTURES.

But then, then I did something smart... I went back and read the post I wrote last year when I came to terms with the fact that we were not yet ready for a puppy and saw that things in my household are not any different now... so the puppy having...

it will be shelved once again.

but I swear I'm gonna go rip out a sink or something.